I was honestly surprised by it. I'm happy though. This guy has always had a place in my heart...no matter what's gone on in my life.

So lately I've been thinking about religion. I feel kind of lost with nothing to believe in. However, at the same time...I wonder if I could ever really truly believe in something. Is my faith in things like this broken? Jaded even? I don't know, it sucks.

I've been playing around with the idea of going Wiccan. It fits me perfectly. However, the faith thing just seems to hold me back.

Ugh.

This sucks.

Trying to loose weight is hard when you constantly see your favorite foods advertised on tv. Just now I seen a commercial for Kit Kats. And though I've just finished eating supper and I'm not really hungry...I want a kit kat now. I absolutely love those things.

Curse you tv. -shakes fist-

Cooking is something that I've had an interest in for a few years now. However, I've not exactly been confident enough to cook in my kitchen at home when others are around. When I'm alone, I almost always just stick a quick, frozen meal in the microwave (I'm so lazy). There are so many recipes that I've seen that I'd just love to try. However, we either never have the ingredients, I forget about them, or I just get too nervous about doing certain things in the kitchen. Darn. -shakes fist-

Considering my job, I really shouldn't be nervous about being in a kitchen around others. After all, I'm a cook at a school. It's different there, though. You have certain ways you have to cook and experimenting is something you don't get to do unless you're the person on the salad bar for the teachers. I suppose I'm nervous there too, as I never do anything fancy when I'm on salad bar.

However, I do think that working there has helped me a bit. Lately I've not been as nervous as I use to be. Today I even made something I thought would be really yummy and I was right! It was. I made a very yummy caramelized french onion dip for my chips. My mom loved it. Dad not so much. Then again, he doesn't like onions or garlic; both of which are in this chip dip. I'm heading over to a friend's house tomorrow, for the weekend, and I'm going to take some over there and let her try it. Hopefully she likes it. It really does boost your confidence when someone else thinks what you made is tasty.

Here's to hoping I try out more recipes in the kitchen!

Grow Grow Grow Grow!

The pretty banner demands it. -nod-

Still debating on if I should do a knitting blog or not.
Hrm.
-taps chin-

So, I've been lazy with many things.

Two of which include my LJ and knitting.

D:

-headdesk-

I'm tired of seeing people talk about/nag about/try to get others to donate/sponsor/whatever for another country. Sure, they need help and I honestly wish I could help them. However, there are kids and such in this country that needs help and as selfish or full of ourselves as it sounds, I think this country should come first to it's inhabitants. I don't know..it's always been a pet peeve to me. Though if I ever donated for anything, I'd choose something home based before I would overseas.

Name 12 of your original characters.

I. Damien
II. Sofia
III. Cyrus
IV. Kira
V. Narelle
VI. Ahti
VII. Caspian
VIII. Ky
IX. Lucia
X. Sean
XI. Takara
XII. Rangi

I. I (Damien), VI (Ahti), and XI (Takara) are all told to wait in a room together until someone comes in to get them. Let's say no one does. Who would leave the room first?
Damien definitely would.  He'd probably end up disappearing soon after he was suppose to arrive.  He's just not a very patient person.  Ahti's the epitome of good behavior.  He'd wait 'til it was too late and he was sure that no one would be coming.  Takara would probably just get lost in a book and not realize someone hadn't shown up yet.  However, once she'd noticed it and seen that Damien was gone, she'd probably leave soon after as well.


II. If II (Sofia) had to do one nice thing for VIII (Ky), what would it be?
Buy him some new clothes.  Seriously, the boy goes through clothes like it's cool.

III. If IV (Kira) and VII (Caspian) co-starred in a movie, what genre would it most likely fall under?
Action, definitely.

IX. If III (Cyrus) was made into a toy, who would be more likely to buy it? IX (Lucia) or X (Sean)?
I really don't see either of them buy his toy...  Lucia's a bloodsucker who really doesn't give a shit about anything and Sean...well, he's a manly man.  He MIGHT buy a plushie of Cyrus to give to his girlfriend...if he had one.

V. Would V (Narelle) be likely to consider stalking XII (Rangi) or vise versa?
Rangi would proabably stalk Narelle.  Gotta love perverted fallen angels. :]

VI. What would VI (Ahti) make the better star of? An anime or a newspaper comic strip?
An anime.  He's too unusual of a character to find in your everyday comic strip.

.VII. VIII (Ky) wants to buy a car but can't decide who offers a better bargain. Should (s)he buy from II (Sofia) or XI (Takara)?
Neither of them own a car so he wouldn't be buying from either of them. <<;;

VIII. If V (Narelle) wanted to dye his or her hair but could not decide on the color, would (s)he rely on I's (Damien) opinion or IV's (Kira)?
Neither.  Not only would Narelle never change the color of her teal hair but Damien and Kira both have bad attitudes and would probably tell her to either fuck off or come up with some smartass comment.

IX. Whose babies would be cuter? XII (Rangi) and III's (Cyrus) or IX (Lucia) and II's (Sofia)? (If it is impossible for them to breed because of gender or species, just go with it and pretend that it was possible, please.)
Uhm...well, both couples would end up with...INTERESTING babies...to say the least.  Cute..probably wouldn't be something I'd describe either of their kids as.  Rangi/Cyrus' kids would be half bat creature, half angel.  Lucia/Sofia's kids would basically be bloodsucking koi fish hybrids.  Yeah...I don't think so..

X. Who would have a LiveJournal account; and if not, what would their reason be?
Sofia.  Maybe Narelle.  And Takara